Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Who kindly stays just out of sight?


who rides up quietly behind to place a gentle but firm hand on my shoulder
          who works without smiling but with all his teeth showing
who dresses in black and hides his face from the light
          who walks right beside us, though just out of sight

who finds us with ease no matter where we travel
          who takes only his due which is all that we have
who comes filled with mercy for those who have suffered
          who frightens the widows as they lay under the covers

who laughs at the devil and jesus alike
          who is with us at night and in the strongest of light
who helps us to hurry and then stays our hand
          who leads us back to the void from where we once sprang

who finds us our place at just the right time
          who keeps us moving from dust back to dust once again
who answers all questions with only silence and shepherds us away
          who singles out every one of us on our assigned day

who does not discriminate between human and animal
          who keeps track of all living things place in the line
who at last relieves us of all of our suffering
          who leads us so gently away from ourselves

who is always there in spite all of our loneliness
          who kindly stays with us until we are quite finished
who cannot be imagined but is neither forgotten nor remembers
          who knows only the mercy of random number generation

who knows us, one and all, in an anonymous but intimate way
          who is the one that none of us can ever know at all
who may come here for us but cannot linger
          who takes us off somewhere that we never experience

who takes us away but carries no burden
who else is so natural but fills us with such fright
who can we know only in our imaginations
          who cancels our debts and takes all our money

who does not listen and has no need to see
          who never speaks except with our voices
who rustles the curtains and obscures the moon
          who plays no part in any memorial service

who do we welcome while crawling in pain
          who speaks to the children who cannot understand
who can surprise us so completely we leave without our farewells
          who deliberates for months as we waste away

who do we think that we never shall see
          who knows the date we cannot escape
who touches but once as we grow stone cold
          who is gone long before our faces turn gray

who gathers us together though working alone
          who does not live but always exists only where there is life
who handles the details as we slip away
          who takes the wheel as we lose our grip

who nudges us back to that unknown we sprang from
          who does not conceive of where we are going
who answers no questions but keeps us awake with our asking
          who ends each one’s sorrows in just the same way

who must we prepare for, though we cannot know how to plan
          who comes with the predator but does not stay for the feeding
who joins hands with us at birth and finally peels back their grip
          who bars the way back but can never go with us

who leaves us with shudders after coming quite close
          who abandons us to nothing after just one short meeting
who lights the grim pathway of our last steps
          who leaves us just as soon as his promise is kept

who renders our dreams into faint echoes
          who delivers a cryptic message to the living as we pass
who sees us through a dark portal and then turns away
          who never forgets us while we ignore him during our short stay

who sits up late with us for just as long as it takes
          who leaves that sense of calm behind in his wake
who counts every creature from microscopic to whales
          who helped the dinosaurs as they slipped away

who has an ironclad contract with life itself
          who may be faced but was never meant to be conquered
who works with life to energize the entire earthly food chain
          who depends totally on all forms of birth

who do young maidens sleep with when lovers go to war
          who joins the great circle for all of the life forms
who comes quite randomly yet with a guaranteed certainty
          who gives no answers but raises doubts and further questions

who rides at my shoulder, faithful and true
          who always forgives but never forgets

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